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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
- Ryuu Tsutsuji
- my other usernames
- not givin' any real name stuff. SUFFER, hahaha!
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
- Deidara-Clone
- Rydrake Kyuubi (FanFiction.Net)
- Moonscape (GaiaOnline; I don't go there anymore though)
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
- Taken a shower
- eaten a Yodels
- Logged back on here XD
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- I don't.
- I'm serious.
- I don't like anything about myself.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- EVERYTHING
- Seriously,
- I want a new body; I hate this one.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGIN:
- Growing up in a city
- "Country Life"
- Stuck between both of those XD
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
- Spiders
- Being alone the rest of my life
- SmileDog (f*ck that thing)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
- Pajama tunic
- Peacock feather print shorts
- my hair in a ponytail (bet you were lookin' for underwear, weren't ya? Perv.)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
- MP3 Player (need some form of music while working in the barn, unless they're in)
- Laptop
- Being able to nap for a bit (I need my energy)
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
- Laptop
- Cell Phone
- 3DS XL
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
- Maroon 5
- Aqua Timez
- ???
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
- Coming on here and talking with mah buds
- Being with Kitten and Jade
- Being able to relax
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
- Yeah! Break! Care! Break! [link]
- The World Ain't Slowin' Down [link]
- Shut Up and Dance [link]
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
- That Glass Marble Jewelry Making with the Nail Polish...SO MANY IDEAS!
- Earn Income
- Avoid going to Grandma's for Xmas this year >.> Hey, it's within the next 12 months.
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
- Not having/enjoying my childhood
- Being depressed
- Being Autistic
(Shit just got deep, huh?)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
- Kindness and Caring
- Understanding and Loyalty
- Being loved
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
- my
- middle
- finger
(I'm leaving this one up because it's true XD Thanks Craig!)
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
- I'm self-conscious
- I can be a little quick to anger sometimes/easily frustrated
- I'm a guy (Read the question CAREFULLY)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
- Looks (such a sucker)
- Personality
- Aura (like if you're friendly or a total douche-canoe)
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
- Erm....
- What do you mean by
- "Emotional things"? I is confused.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
- Draw complicated things
- Go against my consciousness (seriously, this thing SCREAMS)
- Conform to others easily (Spirit of a Wild Mustang, bitches~)
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
- Being free
- Not having a care in the world
- Not having to worry about a thing and having fun
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
- A Gaming Laptop (TT^TT XENOVERSE!!!!)
- That's really it
- As long a it comes from the heart, and it's the thought that counts, I really don't care^^
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
- My past (thanks, assholes)
- Following my own path
- Anime and Video Games...and friends.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
- Playing Video Games
- Resting
- Spending Time with Friends
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
- Try and Masuda Method for a Shiny Tyrunt
- Work on a new xReader OneShot
- All kinds of things
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
- I don't have one anymore
- Especially considering the one I wanted is f*cked up
- And my diploma and degree didn't help get me a job
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
- Japan
- Italy
- Disney Land/World
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
- Goku
- Mephisto Pheles
- Zero (MMX; it got an animated OVA, so it counts)
THREE BOY'S NAMES:
- Cyrus
- erm...
- wow, I can't think of any...
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
- Iris
- Isis
- ....
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO
- Go back to Florida
- Move the f*ck outta here
- Settle down with someone
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
- Ryuu Tsutsuji
- my other usernames
- not givin' any real name stuff. SUFFER, hahaha!
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
- Deidara-Clone
- Rydrake Kyuubi (FanFiction.Net)
- Moonscape (GaiaOnline; I don't go there anymore though)
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
- Taken a shower
- eaten a Yodels
- Logged back on here XD
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- I don't.
- I'm serious.
- I don't like anything about myself.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- EVERYTHING
- Seriously,
- I want a new body; I hate this one.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGIN:
- Growing up in a city
- "Country Life"
- Stuck between both of those XD
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
- Spiders
- Being alone the rest of my life
- SmileDog (f*ck that thing)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
- Pajama tunic
- Peacock feather print shorts
- my hair in a ponytail (bet you were lookin' for underwear, weren't ya? Perv.)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
- MP3 Player (need some form of music while working in the barn, unless they're in)
- Laptop
- Being able to nap for a bit (I need my energy)
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
- Laptop
- Cell Phone
- 3DS XL
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
- Maroon 5
- Aqua Timez
- ???
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
- Coming on here and talking with mah buds
- Being with Kitten and Jade
- Being able to relax
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
- Yeah! Break! Care! Break! [link]
- The World Ain't Slowin' Down [link]
- Shut Up and Dance [link]
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
- That Glass Marble Jewelry Making with the Nail Polish...SO MANY IDEAS!
- Earn Income
- Avoid going to Grandma's for Xmas this year >.> Hey, it's within the next 12 months.
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
- Not having/enjoying my childhood
- Being depressed
- Being Autistic
(Shit just got deep, huh?)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
- Kindness and Caring
- Understanding and Loyalty
- Being loved
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
- my
- middle
- finger
(I'm leaving this one up because it's true XD Thanks Craig!)
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
- I'm self-conscious
- I can be a little quick to anger sometimes/easily frustrated
- I'm a guy (Read the question CAREFULLY)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
- Looks (such a sucker)
- Personality
- Aura (like if you're friendly or a total douche-canoe)
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
- Erm....
- What do you mean by
- "Emotional things"? I is confused.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
- Draw complicated things
- Go against my consciousness (seriously, this thing SCREAMS)
- Conform to others easily (Spirit of a Wild Mustang, bitches~)
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
- Being free
- Not having a care in the world
- Not having to worry about a thing and having fun
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
- A Gaming Laptop (TT^TT XENOVERSE!!!!)
- That's really it
- As long a it comes from the heart, and it's the thought that counts, I really don't care^^
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
- My past (thanks, assholes)
- Following my own path
- Anime and Video Games...and friends.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
- Playing Video Games
- Resting
- Spending Time with Friends
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
- Try and Masuda Method for a Shiny Tyrunt
- Work on a new xReader OneShot
- All kinds of things
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
- I don't have one anymore
- Especially considering the one I wanted is f*cked up
- And my diploma and degree didn't help get me a job
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
- Japan
- Italy
- Disney Land/World
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
- Goku
- Mephisto Pheles
- Zero (MMX; it got an animated OVA, so it counts)
THREE BOY'S NAMES:
- Cyrus
- erm...
- wow, I can't think of any...
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
- Iris
- Isis
- ....
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO
- Go back to Florida
- Move the f*ck outta here
- Settle down with someone
So 2020
I think it's easy to say this year sucks in every way, shape, and form. But this journal isn't going to be about this year, just more on what's going on personally. Most, if not all, my activity has moved to Instagram (Ryuulisk), where I am the most active. Much less toxic over there. However, during my absence here, I have lost touch with quite a few people, and finding it difficult in general to communicate with anyone. I'm not sure as to why that is, but it bugs the crap out of me. I think part of it stems from a fight I got into some time ago, and found another one failed to be what I was looking for in that situation, so I haven't bothered with one platform the peeps here I know use: Facebook. I've been debating for a while creating a new one, not really wanting to completely throw away my main, but I've come to realize, there's just no more good memories on the main one, and instead of unfriending everyone and blowing the whole thing up, creating a new one would be
A New Year Update
We've been having a lot of shit going on lately, between Junsar and her relatives, and my mom's sister giving in to her ALS (she passed a little while ago today), and just everything else, the holidays this year have been more than rough. To summarize the situation with Junsar (if I even can): we're looking at moving within a couple months or so. Junsar and her relatives are just...ugh, I can't even. All I know is, if any of them try and contact Ma this week while she's trying to grieve, I'm gonna make my own f*cked up mafia and shut them up. I'm not gonna go into details because I'm not the one handling everything, but they call MULTIPLE
Welp...
It’s been a while, again. It’s hard being active when you basically have two jobs and no room for hobbies. I think I may be staying at Staples longer now since our GM was fired~
Oh yeah, I’m happy about it. Apparently he got fired because the store wound up in such poor conditions, and now we have people from other Staples helping us out, and we need a new GM again. With him gone, we won’t be getting barked at for the most insignificant things. Oh yeah, he was the reason I was looking around...and found nothing. Meh, that’s always been my luck.
Anyway, I don’t think I’ll be posting fanfics her
So, This is the Longest I've Been Gone
Didn't mean to disappear from the face of the earth for so long. I've been distracted by work and other real life stuff and drama, as well as Jurassic World Alive (where you'll find me on the forums most of the time), that this site became the lowest in my list of priorities. I've been so exhausted from work lately (I really need to find a new place), that I've had no time for any of my hobbies. Hell, I still haven't gotten past the Thunder Plains in FFX because of it, and I still have a Moltres to catch in UltraMoon. It's just been a lot. Now I'm facing new drama that I didn't think I'd face, ever, really. But misery loves company, as
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Okay, I have two reactions to this.
1: You don't need to be afraid of being alone. It may not be in the exact way you want, but I'll always be there for you...even if I can't physically be there for you.
2: You don't need to be ashamed of being Autistic. Yeah, it kind of sucks. But you know what, you wouldn't be who you are today if you didn't have it. And I like to think you're a pretty damn good person.
1: You don't need to be afraid of being alone. It may not be in the exact way you want, but I'll always be there for you...even if I can't physically be there for you.
2: You don't need to be ashamed of being Autistic. Yeah, it kind of sucks. But you know what, you wouldn't be who you are today if you didn't have it. And I like to think you're a pretty damn good person.