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Angry Beavers, anybody? That one line from Dagget has stuck with me all these years. But this isn't a 90s cartoon journal.
Nope, I need to rant. And what about? THIS F*CKING SORE THROAT BULLSHIT!
So the night before last, I couldn't sleep because my mind was racing. Throughout the day I wasn't feeling too great anyway. Last night, a sore throat develops out of nowhere. And around 2am, I'm looking for throat lozenges. Had to wake up Ma for the one pack that I couldn't see while scouting the darkness.
Could not sleep at all. I think I accumulated maybe 5 minutes worth in total.
So with that, plus the lousiness obtained from the wicked sore throat, I have not been in the best of moods today. I've been downing the lozenges like f*cking candy all day. Heck I even had cereal for breakfast and ice cream for lunch to try and soothe this bastard. But that wasn't the worst part.
7 F*CKING HICCUPS. I've never wanted to shoot myself more. Ever try holding your nose and drinking the water with a really bad sore throat? It f*ckin' HURTS. I think I got lucky earlier when I actually started getting upset and they vanished. Throughout the day, they've been VERY tricky to get rid of, and they are not helping.
Good points? Well, my good friend Jade swung by for a bit for a surprise visit. I had texted her this morning about grabbing my dress tomorrow on our day out, and she decided to pop over; she was boarding the plane when she got it.
So yeah, aside from that, I've been in pure friggin' hell today. Though apparently, I'm not the only one. Although I'm sure this is due to the whether again (the same thing happened earlier in the year...minus the hiccups), a couple others were getting a sore throat too, Jade included. I dunno if it's the weather or the stress of the upcoming wedding, but I thought that was kinda interesting. All I know is, my chest hurts from the developing cough, my throat is just "WHHHHYYYYY?????", my back hurts...and my stomach is currently bloated from getting rid of the 7th hiccup. Ugh....I need snuggles....but I haz no one to snuggle TT^TT
Nope, I need to rant. And what about? THIS F*CKING SORE THROAT BULLSHIT!
So the night before last, I couldn't sleep because my mind was racing. Throughout the day I wasn't feeling too great anyway. Last night, a sore throat develops out of nowhere. And around 2am, I'm looking for throat lozenges. Had to wake up Ma for the one pack that I couldn't see while scouting the darkness.
Could not sleep at all. I think I accumulated maybe 5 minutes worth in total.
So with that, plus the lousiness obtained from the wicked sore throat, I have not been in the best of moods today. I've been downing the lozenges like f*cking candy all day. Heck I even had cereal for breakfast and ice cream for lunch to try and soothe this bastard. But that wasn't the worst part.
7 F*CKING HICCUPS. I've never wanted to shoot myself more. Ever try holding your nose and drinking the water with a really bad sore throat? It f*ckin' HURTS. I think I got lucky earlier when I actually started getting upset and they vanished. Throughout the day, they've been VERY tricky to get rid of, and they are not helping.
Good points? Well, my good friend Jade swung by for a bit for a surprise visit. I had texted her this morning about grabbing my dress tomorrow on our day out, and she decided to pop over; she was boarding the plane when she got it.
So yeah, aside from that, I've been in pure friggin' hell today. Though apparently, I'm not the only one. Although I'm sure this is due to the whether again (the same thing happened earlier in the year...minus the hiccups), a couple others were getting a sore throat too, Jade included. I dunno if it's the weather or the stress of the upcoming wedding, but I thought that was kinda interesting. All I know is, my chest hurts from the developing cough, my throat is just "WHHHHYYYYY?????", my back hurts...and my stomach is currently bloated from getting rid of the 7th hiccup. Ugh....I need snuggles....but I haz no one to snuggle TT^TT
So 2020
I think it's easy to say this year sucks in every way, shape, and form. But this journal isn't going to be about this year, just more on what's going on personally. Most, if not all, my activity has moved to Instagram (Ryuulisk), where I am the most active. Much less toxic over there. However, during my absence here, I have lost touch with quite a few people, and finding it difficult in general to communicate with anyone. I'm not sure as to why that is, but it bugs the crap out of me. I think part of it stems from a fight I got into some time ago, and found another one failed to be what I was looking for in that situation, so I haven't bothered with one platform the peeps here I know use: Facebook. I've been debating for a while creating a new one, not really wanting to completely throw away my main, but I've come to realize, there's just no more good memories on the main one, and instead of unfriending everyone and blowing the whole thing up, creating a new one would be
A New Year Update
We've been having a lot of shit going on lately, between Junsar and her relatives, and my mom's sister giving in to her ALS (she passed a little while ago today), and just everything else, the holidays this year have been more than rough. To summarize the situation with Junsar (if I even can): we're looking at moving within a couple months or so. Junsar and her relatives are just...ugh, I can't even. All I know is, if any of them try and contact Ma this week while she's trying to grieve, I'm gonna make my own f*cked up mafia and shut them up. I'm not gonna go into details because I'm not the one handling everything, but they call MULTIPLE
Welp...
It’s been a while, again. It’s hard being active when you basically have two jobs and no room for hobbies. I think I may be staying at Staples longer now since our GM was fired~
Oh yeah, I’m happy about it. Apparently he got fired because the store wound up in such poor conditions, and now we have people from other Staples helping us out, and we need a new GM again. With him gone, we won’t be getting barked at for the most insignificant things. Oh yeah, he was the reason I was looking around...and found nothing. Meh, that’s always been my luck.
Anyway, I don’t think I’ll be posting fanfics her
So, This is the Longest I've Been Gone
Didn't mean to disappear from the face of the earth for so long. I've been distracted by work and other real life stuff and drama, as well as Jurassic World Alive (where you'll find me on the forums most of the time), that this site became the lowest in my list of priorities. I've been so exhausted from work lately (I really need to find a new place), that I've had no time for any of my hobbies. Hell, I still haven't gotten past the Thunder Plains in FFX because of it, and I still have a Moltres to catch in UltraMoon. It's just been a lot. Now I'm facing new drama that I didn't think I'd face, ever, really. But misery loves company, as
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too bad ;n; mope you get better!